Mood: crushed out
Now Playing: Depressedly
Topic: Daily Doings
TUESDAY — what a blank day.
I’VE SCRAPPED so many would-be versions of today.
Yes, it’s a blank, blank day.
Saw my drugs worker earlier. I’m trying to banish the needle from my life (if not the drugs (yet)).
Don’t want to go into detail here but I will say I’m doing a lot better than I was, say three or four years ago.
There was just now a programme from a radio series on, “Am I Normal?” This week’s topic was drinking.
The British Government’s idea of binge drinking is exceeding eight units (men) or 6 units (women) in 24 hours.
Now that’s not most people’s idea of a binge.
They used to say a “unit” (10 mls neat alcohol) represented a half pint (¼ litre) of lager or a single measure of spirits.
The trouble is — who ever has just one half of beer or a single whiskey (unless they’re in a tearing hurry to get from the pub to somewhere else)?
The typical pub wine glass holds nearly double what it did when the “unit” system was devised. Even the wine itself is stronger, up from an average 9% ABV to 11% or 12%.
This “binge drinking” seems to be the in-thing for young adults and near-adults these days. I even heard that British-style drinking habits are catching on among the French youth.
If that is the case, it’s a shame.
Continentals have traditionally looked down on British and Irish tourists staggering about the streets of whatever resort, too drunk to remember even the name of their hotel. (I couldn’t really say the Brits in turn look up to the more sober locals because I don’t think they do. Probably most of the time they’re too blind drunk to take much notice!)
That’s enough about booze…
Tomorrow, I must remind myself, is a brand new day. I don’t have to do anything, I should remind myself of that. I can, if I remember to, take each day on its own merits.
(I get into such a routine, you see, it’s sometimes hard to break out of it.)
There… I did find something to say. (I wasn’t sure, when I started this, that I would.)
I’m glad the day is over. I’m tired and I won’t say anything else here except goodnight. I might be in a better mood in the morning, who knows?...
I don’t. I’m blank as today…